Saturday, April 20, 2019

What is this? Will anyone even see it?

I've been into kinky, submissive sex long before I even knew it had a name. I've especially been fascinated by tease and denial and CBT (cock and ball torture). In grade school I would see cartoons where the superhero was captured and tied up, maybe even tortured (though obviously very mildly), and would fantasize it was me. I even tried some minor self bondage, tying myself to a chair with jump rope. Once I discovered the joys of masturbation I would always want to drag it out and make it last, never rushing to orgasm. Who knew I actually enjoyed teasing myself? I remember having a calendar filled with sexy women in lingerie and I would go through and stroke once for each day, seeing if I could make it through the year. Sometimes even going for a second round before finally giving in to orgasm.

Eventually I became active with real, live women. Occasionally they would indulge my kinks a bit, but none to the extent I craved. So I turned to my imagination and writing stories of what I wish would happen to me. Twenty-five years later and I'm still writing, off and on. I've posted them in various places, but wanted to have a place to call my own to curate them all. So this is it. I'll be slowly posting old stuff and hopefully adding new stories as well.

Let me know what you think!

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