In addition to writing stories I've been trying to stay active by creating captioned images on my BDSMlr page. I started consistently making them about six months ago and didn't expect much, but on New Years Day I hit one thousand followers. For me that's a big deal that a thousand people think the stuff I'm writing is worth paying attention to. So to celebrate I decided I would deny myself an orgasm until I edge myself one thousand times. Four days in and I'm up to just over one hundred edges. Hoping I can keep my willpower up and continue to deny myself without any accidents, and of course hoping I can find the time to edge myself often enough so I'm not denied for too many days. I had some time today, but after thirty or so I got to the point where just a few strokes would send me right to the edge. I had to stop before I went too far.
To make it more interesting I'm listening to a hypnosis file by Dark Freya called The Greedy Cock which is supposed to help make me want to pleasure myself more often. We'll see if it works and what it does for me with teasing myself.
Also looking forward to trying out my TENs unit again after several days of edging and denial. Curious if it would push me over the edge or make me break my willpower. Assuming it does neither, I think when I finally allow myself an orgasm I'm going to do it while shocking myself. Figure it will either feel amazing or torturous, and both sound great to me!
I'm also working on a new story which I'm hoping to have done sometime this week, so stay tuned for that.
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